attainment

and i never saw anything
or had those fantastic visions
or felt i was making any progress
so i settled for hours staring at the wall of my spirit
the blank of my efforts
and accepted that
this is my attainment
the emptiness
and now it all makes perfect sense
and i realize how i went to the end
while bypassing the rest
ran to the emptiness while everyone else
stopped to watch the view
along the way