crash

I felt like a suicide
daring life to to leave me
every moment
another pain
another sorrow
for this i waited to see
what would happen
the world spun
the moon swung overhead
i lay immersed in my introspection
going emptily inside
outside
always I
around it all
no way out or in
just the walls
and walls
and walls
i find waiting
at the end of my days