torn

my love
i am undone
today was magic
and i am dieing
i will not wait much longer
time is a waste
i love u
sleep sound
i will dream of us
i awake
and all is pain
confusion
i am sad for a while
powerless to control my fate
every neuron fires
but thoughts pulsate
without sense or meaning
i am unsure
about everything this moment
i feel weak
but i must face another day
torn
i saw the snickers
and thought
she is low blood sugar
hypoglycemic
miss u