not to live

born into the light
swallowed by the darkness
a child is born and grows into her body
touching the sky and running in the raindrops
days that never end
go by
and life becomes work and responsibilities
parties and friends blur in the traffic
while lifes meaning lays hidden
despair and fear become sleepless bedmates
time an enemy following
until one day
it all goes away
i feel like not to live
and she does
and the little girl goes home and sees her self
alive waiting for her to have found the reason
to becoming herself
unafraid and beautiful
without reason or emotion
just love